empty.

i feel alone.

then again, how could i not with you around?

you make me feel as if my whole life has already passed by

and i have missed all opportunities presented,

just ending up by myself.

why should i need to feel like this?

i have so much ahead,

but you leave me feeling as if i had so little.

as long as you are around,

i will feel this way.

just empty.

but don't worry about me,

i'll be fine.

i'll fill up some way or another.

much more.

i would tell you what's on my mind,

but nothing new is there.

what could i tell you that you don't already know?
you have much more than i.

you have dreams bigger than mine,

places to go that are farther than mine.

you have much more than i.

i sit here and struggle for words to say,

words that i might never find because they are hidden.

while you articulate with grace,

you never need to search for words because the words are waiting for you.

you never need to search for anything.

life is waiting for you,

you need not waste time pondering.

you see,

you have much more than i.

i will not just sit back and wait.

i refuse to be your second best.

i am your all, or i am your nothing at all.